/friends are loved

SLEEPOVERS (:
-& we watched the clock tick into the early hours.

i love sleepovers i love sleepovers i love sleepovers i LOVE sleepovers (:
sleepovers at jenny's are the shiz, i love her house :S to DIE for.
We camwhored so much but facebook is being real annoying and not letting me upload the pictures -.- dammit.

Before that, we hung around at empo & camwhored on the escalators that stopped moving cos of a power cut sort of thing. It was pretty cool. We ran up the wrong escalators and had people stare at us thinking we were some crazy bimbos. But it was well worth the fun.

Lunched at FUJI and it was the most hilarious. Uracha and me starting screaming our ass off when we saw this tiny tiny bug and every single person in the whole restaurant starting staring at us as if someone had fainted or died. It went completely silent. It was soo embarrassing and after, we completely cracked up laughing. It's so good to be around your friends.

Arcade again and Guitar Hero was so fun (: we went spaz, hitting the buttons and laughing so bad when we screwed up.

Jenny's house is to die for. It's so amazingly pretty. She has like her private little pool thing. Bang and Olufson (however you spell it) phones and like remote for her built in radio -.-

We stayed up till 6:15am, talking about the randomest stuff and we were hyper cos of chocolate cake and tea. Awesome time.

-at the pool-
jenny: dude, make sure your feet is dry before you go in the house.
or. you WILL slip and die.
hahahah.

/electra

Again, I swam. :S I think I have such a sad little life. Grr. Plus, I still have heaps to be done on my 'to do' list. Not that I have one, actually I do, but like it's a mental 'to do' list. Not as in actual written down stuff. I think I am blabbering, again.

Pfft.

/four letter words

I stared up at the stars,
I wonder just where you are,
You feel a million miles away.

New layout :D Edited in Dreamweaver, yes, I have my tricks. thebikiniboy's quotes are so neat that they fit right into Dreamweaver with no problems. I love Dreamweaver, it's so easy to code with it (:

Didn't do nothing much yesterday, chinese tuition :S Am real bored, I need to go out sometime.

Monday should be the shiz though, with Vaish over and the sleepover. OMG time :D We'll all gossip late into the night.

Started season 4 of Grey's Anatomy, dammit it's so good. I can't bear for it to finish. :( I know, how weird am I.

four letter words.
love hate life dead luck sucks. ifly

/hues and saturation

Stunning. Sarah Hankison
ps. I didn't make any of these.



I did the edits, but full credit to Amazing Treehouse

Just go see, its stunning.

/when i'm with you

Yes, I changed my skin again, I figured I can't stand the splash of colour :D So it's back to plain, sleek, simple. Loved;

When I'm With You- Faber Drive
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

The lyrics to this song is the sweetest ever.

/altered ego

Hopes come crashing down,again. But, it was nice, the call. Kept missing it though :S For real, you shouldn't have hung up so fast and let me call back;
I couldn't help myself (:
I changed my skin for the second time today. I liked this skin by some of the codings didn't really suit me so I tweaked it up a bit and ta-dah (: Ok, there's not much of a difference. I tried to make the side bar wider but it made it look really awkward so thinner again.

It's way colourful now, in a good way. Bold, Italics, StrikeOut, Underline. Am really happy with the skin after I edited it.

I decided to pop down to the pool for a splash again. It was really hot today :S It didn't rain, dammit. I like the rain (: I am such a klutz, can't even go swimming without knocking myself somewhere :D Oh well.

I finished Grey's Anatomy season 03. It's real good, I have season 04 too, but I'm going to wait a little while, I don't want it to end so fast :( I know, how silly. It's me alright.

/i'm yours

THOU SHALT STICK TO HER SKIN FOR AT LEAST TILL NEXT WEEK . :S

This skin barely last me a week and I'm already getting bored of it. Such a perfectionist when it comes to random leisure things I do. :S bahh. The reason I need to change a skin is cos its toooo plain, I want colourful now. I know, am so fickle minded. Oh well, I shall look for the skin this week :D

Church-ed today, it was okay, the rice craft thing that I was helping out with was pretty cool. Fun fun, I just realised how much I sucked, even some small kid is better at drawing than me :S For real.

Then lunched at some place, me and my sister decided to act like retards, it was probably the fruit punch overdose :D I swear the waitresses were staring at us and wondering what on earth we were on about. :P

Then messed in the supermart :D It was messing like retards day. Gahh, it was a surprise I didn't ram the trolley into some random person. Oh, we got the staff staring again too.
PS. I am not normally that retarded, it was a one off day sort of thing :P

Swimming next was the SHIZ, for sure. We sank marbles and jumped off the diving board and felt slimey substances :S not on purpose of course. Oh and we saw a black cat with resulted in all minor injuries of the three of us :S those little superstitions. I don't normally believe all that but black cats never done good when mixed with me. Long story.
Can't wait for the next pool "party" :D

/drifting down and giving up the struggle

"You'll be my american boy"


Oh dear, am so sleepy now, slept at 12am and woke up at 5:30am :S I did plan to sleep at 11pm but my mom was watching Grey's Anatomy so I went out and I got hooked onto it, so it doesn't count as my fault? Right? or left? OK, that was lame. When I am sleepy and tired, I make lame jokes, its a human thing?

Drove up to Sattahip, Pattaya. A two hours drive where I spent the whole time on my dvd player, watching... Grey's Anatomy (: That was before the battery decided to die on me even though I charged it the night before, dammit.

Yes, what coincidence, sadly, we didn't bump into each other like in the movies :D A girl can have her fantasies? Yeah, well I was searching the seas- yeah- for the familiar figure but I didn't see anything and if I did and I was looking right at it, then oh well (:

[modifications]

I'm Yours- Jason Marz
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I look the lyrics in this songs, it's so awesome (: The song itself is real good too, heard it over the radio or something then I had to google up the lyrics for the song :D

Dammit, I'm bored & your screwed :S Blah blah blah.
Church-ing tomorrow :D Yay-ness, I shall go help out the little kiddies.

[/modifications]

/decked in shorts, top & sunnies

Decided it was time for some swimming & sun so we canceled the chinese lessons and went down to the club :D
It was pretty fun, although it looked like it was going to rain anytime and the water was boiling hot, no where near as cooling as it looked. :S Most of the time, me and my sister messed around. And got stared at 'cos my sister is incapable of lowering her voice. Shessh.

Flipping through the magazine, I think I am going to have to add some more things to my wish list. & then, last night, it occurred to me that the most awesome "superhero" power, for me, would be to be able to pull stuff out from a magazine ((:

And I seriously need to go for a shopping spree at Platinum. I like the stuff there.

Things to do;

1. Get more shorts and casual tops
2. Ipod casing in the shape of a mix tape from 45ipodcases, so rad (:
3. My own digital camera, I like the cool new ones, but I don't know what model it is.
4. Convince my parents that the Iphone is worth buying for my birthday :D
   
5. Help mom research the traveling stuff
   
6. Doodle on my new pair of plain flip flops

/ink stained skin

This is not the best thing ever, but then again, I suppose it's a good, great thing.Pure coincidence. If not, then sheer dumb luck, go figure.
Philophobia? Hmm definitely not.

Don't really feel like blabbering all about what happened today, went to a hundred different places & did so many things.
Hit the horn by mistake in this tiny car showroom and had everyone look at me. It was loud, hell loud. In a tiny confined space. Then I scrambled out of the car and hid in some tiny little hole. Shessh :S
Dinner, i like lots (: Yumm, I swear am going to get fatter and fatter by the day. But then again, I am 'skeleton skinny' -ahem- so yeah. But, I swear am not anorexic, just freakishly, kinda thin. And I do eat truckloads, so it ain't my fault.

New skin, again. Am trying to stick with this for long long time (: Harr, I like it (Y)

I've been told that the Starbucks in Singapore has white chocolate D: But they don't here, that is pure unfair. Deprived little child :S It was soo good in Japan, dammit, I'm thirsty for it.

For anyone who hasn't YET to watch Grey's Anatomy. I am making you watch it, note the 'yet'. It's the shiz (: Hot guys, haha man candy =P

Katherine Heigl is amazingly pretty.


credits:profoundicons

starbucks is ace

Be my favourite hello & hardest goodbye.
always stay that way;

Shopping therapy (:
Definitely awesome-ness. I bought 3 tops and 2 shorts (:
Yay me, i actually got myself some shorts.
Still, I need to get more, I only have like 3 pairs :S
Yes, I am a jeans person. How boring.

I'm aiming for at least 5 more pairs of shorts over this summer.
Plus, I can wear them in residentials, which would be ace.

Hit Emporium today with Jenny & Mandy.
Awesome, messed in the arcade while screaming profanities aka swearing when we lost in racing or when someone else took over :D
Then went to try DBR, the dancing thing. Failed big time :S
Then Guitar Hero-ed and I was told I ROCK (Y).
Yee, I know.
'Killer Queen' is a good old hit.
Then we finally went to do what we were MEANT to be doing there.
Yep, we started on Vaish's album and dug out the stash of Posca Pens, Moonlight and glitter glue Ace time.
Starbucks Vanilla Frappuccino (: Yum, be jealous. :D

/fairytales and fantasy

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
-Grey's Anatomy; Meredith Grey

Grey's Anatomy was definitely worth the trouble I put Raymond through. (:
Almost done with season 01, and its only been a day, whee. :D

/i'm sorry for the tears.

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye;

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around;

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Emporium on tuesday, had an awesome time (:
No shopping just camwhoring.
Haven't had pictures in eons, so here's some. :D


i heart this picture.






yes, we still play with barbies :D NO


"no pictures please", oh sorry (:
haha, we got in trouble for this picture, yeah. it was worth it


awesome times at the arcade ((:

/teenage love affair

QUIZ TIME :D

Okay, I know, boring for you but I have nothing better to do. So there;

Bold what is true about you. Italicize what you wish was true about you. Add one true thing about you to the end of the list. Tag 5 friends

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses. yeah but they kind of broke tonight when they fell off my face and were stepped on... oops.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana. (i have not, but have been in the same room once upon a time with people who were, so basically secondhand. despite how freezing it was, i sat by the open window that night.)
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. but i was reeeally young (sixteen) and thought i was being reasonable about it... no.
* I believe honesty is always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. it's not ladylike... but (sh)it happens!
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now. yes, that would be nice. i went through a phase where i would buy myself a lottery ticket everyday hoping i'd get something out of it, but after ten days of not winning anything, i realized what i could have done with that ten dollars i spent on losing lottery tickets.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast. sometimes.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have at least one sibling. four brothers, i'm the only girl.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. haha, and the eyelashes kept falling off! it looked like an insect of some sort decided to land on my cheek...
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (a white lie?)
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I have a hidden talent. if saying the alphabet backwards in five seconds is a talent. YEEP! lol
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I don't hate anyone.
* I'm a pretty good dancer. skanking is my specialty. :D
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. and pops. certain situations just have it coming...
* I have a cell phone.
* I currently love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. oh who hasn't! ;]
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I’m obsessed with guys.
* I study for tests most of the time.
+ i have wished upon a shooting star and pray it'll come true.

ps. i tag you (:

/killing me inside

Yet again, another quiz.
Not feeling like writing any other stuff down.


Use the first letter of your first name to answer each of the following.
They have to be real places, names, things - nothing made up.
You cannot use your own name for the boy/girl names.

1. Your name:
Marissa

2. A 4 letter word:
Mood

3. A vehicle:
Motorcycle

4. A boy’s name:
Matt

5. A girl’s name:
Madeline

6. An occupation:
Marine Biologist, i want to be that when i grow up.

7. Something you wear:
Matching SOCKS (:

8. A celebrity:
Mischa Barton

9. Something found in a bathroom:
My toothbrush, i know lame.

10. Reason for being late:
My momma told me to sleep?

11. Something you shout:
My gosh, you retard

12. A body part:
Mouth

13. Word to describe yourself:
Madly random :D

/paperthin promises

It's so hot here, I can't help wishing I was holidaying in some cool country.
Summer's not anywhere near over,
but I know that when the day that school starts approaches,
I would be wishing there would be more summer to come.
I know, go figure.

Haven't been horse riding for ages,
& I miss it soo bad,
I want to just go back to it,
It's the only thing that can really make me unwind,
Let me loose myself completely for just that hour or so.

I don't know if this is a lie,
I don't know if this was all pretenses,
I don't know if all that has been said was really the truth,
I don't know if I can stop now,
I don't know what to do if i were to leave,
I don't know if I can do all this without breaking,
I don't know if i can trust myself,
I don't know if this is true.
But I want it to be, I want it to be so bad.

How emo do I sound,
no worries, I'm not (:

/doubts, lies?

Am bored, so if your seriously not screwed to read another one of my quizzes,
the X button the top right hand corner is for you to click.

Rules: Each blogger must start with 10 random facts or habits about themselves.

1. i love horse riding, swimming.
2. i would die without my laptop, mobile, ipod, books.
3. i like the number 7 cos its too cool (:
4. smilies are only cooler (: not :)
5. i only have one ear hole cos the other one closed.
6. i always wondered if my Harry Potter letter would come someday
7. i always wonder if everyone else around me were robots, i know random
8. i like Starbuck's signature ice chocolate.
9. i like reading random people's blog when am bored.
10. if i had to have a superpower, it would be to turn back time, like HIRO

1. Have you ever loved someone?
Answer: yes,

2. Do you prefer cats or dogs?
Answer: dogs, for sure

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
Answer: reina. amanda. jenny.

4. Do you think you have enough self-confidence?
Answer: idk,

5. Are you missing someone now?
Answer: honestly, yes.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Answer: yeap, but sometimes, the rainbow takes too long to come.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Answer: do my best in everything

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Answer: idk, but i would love to know.

9. What feeling do you love most?
Answer: seeing him, & then the bubbly feelings that follow.

10. What are the requirements you wish from your other half?
Answer: taller than me, kind, caring, funny, someone who i tell everything and anything to. someone who hugs me a lot & makes me feel like i belong in his arms.

11. List the best moments in your life.
Answer: there's too many, and they can't be said in words

12. What do you hate most?
Answer: people that smoke. SICK. backstabbers and two faced bitches.

13. Between love and money.
Answer: Money can't buy happiness, that's the textbook answer. But as long as life is satisfactory, i'll go for love.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: family, friends, god.

15. Do you love anime?
Answer: nah, not a fan

16. What have you done to please yourself?
Answer: idk if i've done anything.

17. Name your favorite quote.
Answer: urm, i have too many.

18. What do you want most for your birthday?
Answer: notes are nice, cos their soo personal, hugs are nice too.

29. What are the saddest moments in your life?
Answer: they are to be kept and not told. cos you wouldnt want to know.

/speed of light

Happy Belated Birthday to Caitlin & Ariel & Sam.L (:


changed my skin at least 3 times today,
haha. I like the current one I have now (:
Edited with Dreamweaver cos I can't code to save my life :D

wish i could read your mind,
take away all the pain,
never want to see you cry again.
/threemonths

Listened to 'Told You So' by Jesse McCartney like 10 times over now,
the lyrics are so meaningful,
they sink right into me.

Bored, so bear with me & another one of these quizzes

RULES:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. Put the last title of the song as the subject.

4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY ?

Stronger- Kayne West (Okay?, makes no sense but then again.)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Incomplete- The last goodnight (Profound. lol)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Love Song- Sara Bareilles (Heard that dudes, you going to have to sing my a love song, LMAO)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

No One- Alicia Keys (I feel like no one?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Doing Too Much- Paula DeAnda (oh that helps?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Can't Touch It- Ricki-Lee (HAHA, ok, so don't touch it, ayye got it.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Is It You- Cassie (haha, yes it's me right there)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

Buy You A Drink- T-Pain (ok, they buy me drinks?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Hold On- Good Charlotte (yeah, very often i hold on to things for too long, when all you need to so is to let go)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?

Walk Away- Paula DeAnda (what's that meant to mean)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sweetest Girl- Wyclef Jean Ft. Akon Lil Wayne (He's not a girl, I'm pretty sure)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Not Me- Amy Pearson (Ironic much? Is being me that bad?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Stuck On You- Stacie Orrico (Oh so true (: )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Here In Your Arms- Hellogoodbye (okay, don't rly get this one)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

You are my everything - 98 Degress (How proper)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

ve like this - Amy Pearson (Mm, when i die, i'll still love y'all <3)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Make Love In This Club- Usher (HAHAHHAH ROFL, not true. i think)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Everything's Magic- Angels and Airwaves (NO! that'll be pretty cool)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

The Future Freaks Me Out- The Motioncity Soundtrack (haha, no not really)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Before He Cheats- Carrie Underwood (say what)

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?

Green Light- Beyonce (OK?)

/i hate to say it but i told you so

Lookin at ya now I can tell that you and your new relationship ain’t goin well
There’s no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you’re unhappy but that shouldn’t be the case cause you said
Said he was the one baby yes you said said you were in love (love)
When you left me u said that you wouldn’t be comin back
Remember that but I never agree

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me

Girl you know he can’t touch like I do
I don’t see you trippin or flippin over his moves
Don’t take a genius to see he aint that dude
But you let him back you don’t know what you was on
When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
When you left me you said that you wouldn’t be
Commin back remember that but I never agree

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me

You fell on hard times it seems but you aint getting no sympathy
No baby not from me cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me
(I can’t take you back no)

/wearing my heart on my sleeve

Don't leave
Don't leave me here
I can't breathe without you
Don't leave
Don't leave me here
I don't want to be without you
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to breathe without you
You're my oxygen

IMYAILYGSFM

this blog is seriously dead,
I don't even know why i bother updating it.
Probably only cos I'm so bored ):